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Accepting is tough

I wish I could say things have got easier but in all honesty I feel as though  in some ways they've got worse. I've used the technique of diversion. Which can only get you so far. My psych taught me to start paying attention to it. Start grieving and perhaps that's what I'm doing and why I feel in ways I've got worse. Pain....everyday..it's shit. To sit and listen what me body is telling me sucks. It's sucks because although I've changed so much already I'm need to pull back even more. With my gps approval I've cut my hours back even more. I take more endone to help with my pain as it's my only break through drug which helps slightly. I want to accept this new life and one day I hope to however it's going to be so hard. I'm grateful for my amazing husband, family and friends and treating team. I'm grateful I have a phenomenal lawyer because I doubt I'd be here right now typing this up. I wonder how long this grieving pr